Lost and Found

Searching frantically.
Frustrated, defeated.
Where is it?
I thought I just saw it.

Lifting this, moving that.
Going in circles,
Looking in places
I already looked.

Insanity, fear.
What if I never find it?
What will I do?
It has to be here.

Others have it,
Why can't I?
I'll be okay,
Once it's mine.

Balance, identity.
Security, esteem.
I have to find
My self again.

Rainy Day

Dark days
And I search
The clouds
For a patch
Of light.

The air is
Oppressive,
I can't breathe.
Willing the feeling
To pass.

Too fearful
To venture out.
Listless.
Emotional.
Wishing the
Storms away.

Yearning to
Bathe
In the sunshine
Once again.